Deep down INSIDE, I heard a small voice "I hate you! Bring her back to me! You such a selfish woman i ever met, I'm bringing you down to the bottom of hell!!!"
Astaghfirullah hal azim.
Astaghfirullah hal azim.
Astaghfirullah hal azim.
I had some thoughts about it. Is it worth to be vengeful? Not at all. It will consume myself.
Allah is the most merciful.
Even our prophet Muhammad s.a.w has mercy on us, who he never met.
How could I have such ego to forgive a same human being as myself.
From that, I learn to try my best not to cause any anger to anyone, and to hold my temper, because I'm looking for the reward.
Well, this is another hope that I will be more accepting with my fate. Wept a lot already. Will that tears extinguish the flame of hell for me? Worrying.
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