i took another day off yesterday, the excuse was - "i couldn't sleep last night, and i'm not fully recovered from my fever" - I need to sleep this morning otherwise.. bla bla.. there goes my excuse. But I felt sorry for the outlet manager. =.="
=| another bad attendance reputation
I learned three chords which are the G, C and D. G is the -hardest- among these three. It's not easy to switch to another chords. I'm still practicing. =D My left hand having a difficult times pressing the strings on frets.. XD
Learning is fun! Especially when things that you really interested in. And more fun when it came with good outcome. =D =D
I called CEC. Mrs Aizah said that the application form will be uploaded about two weeks from now. Really hope that I could have that seven months Industrial Skill Enhancement Programme(INSEP) course in Engineering Product Design. I'm not getting any feedback from Symmetry Medical. It seems like the chance is really small, as there are lots of applicants with higher education than me. While for the production technician at St. Jude medical, total applicants that applied on-line are 895. That's a big number. Well I hope i can hold on until forever. She has five and a half year left to finish her study, or if she is going to get married before finishing study, well i have to accept it, I'm defeated. That's if. Really scary to say about if if if. It is a blind future. Deep down inside, I'm still loving her, thats the truth. Lone and guilt, for the past three....or four years, until now.
Be patient. Allah's with us. Maybe I forgot this. Astaghfirullahal a'zim.
I must not let myself trapped by loneliness. I bought a guitar, I have a Bamboo, I have a niece now, I have Coffee Bean friends, UTHM friends, old friends, mommy, sisters, family, facebook. Why must I fall for the same trick? I must get a grip. Tomorrow I'll get back to work. Hoping that Vikram can accept my excuse and not trying to tease me. Uh it's Friday. Wish I can go for my prayers. =0
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